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I can remember those old days when we were kids, playing outside, be it an imaginary game or on a bike. Those were times where the only worries you had were if you were late getting home and you had to worry about mama grounding you or dad giving you the "talk".

Nowadays, you have bills, food expenses, work, health issues, and all that to worry about. Oh yeah, don't forget you getting envious, maybe envious or jealous isn't the word. No, down right pissed off that someone else might have it better.

People who care give you advice. "Go back to school, it will get better". They know because they've been there, but you still can't help but get frustrated because you were taken out of your comfort zone and tossed to the world and now you have to learn how to deal with it and all of it's stress.

You see children playing with their friends outside and you reminisce about those days when you used to do the same. You see people outside walking their dogs and you remember back when yours was still around, you used to do the same.

You still contact old friends, but things have changed, people change as they grow older. They still talk to you, but it seems that you and them are two totally different souls. Not that it's a bad thing, but you just need to catch up more.

You look at old photos and wish and want those good times to fall right back into your lap for just one last time, but you know you will never get that wish, so you hold on to that memory in your mind.

You live on not being understood by many. People think you have a mental disability because you're extra friendly or you tend to focus on one thing moreso than others. That doesn't mean you have a mental handicap. It just means you like certain things a lot.

People tell you that you're obsessive, but really, you just latch on to whoever will listen because you so desperately want that. You want to be heard. You want to be accepted. You're tired of being pushed away by everyone.

You hold on to your youth. You hold on to your happiness. You know it will come again. You have to be patient, because you know things are going to be alright.

Řεɱεɱϐεя....

You will be fine

Řεɱεɱϐεя...

Those who are around you love you.

Řεɱεɱϐεя...

You....Are....Not...Alone....